Remember that good things happen to those that wait. You and your h may never get back together that is true. You can't control this, but you can go on and make you a better person.
Look at my sitch. H has been gone for almost 3 yrs now, but I still see hope.
Back off and let your h come to you. You will find peace TOH. It will come to you, when you least expect it.
God Bless!
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"