So I guess that God has chosen to test my faith yet one more time. Due to the economic downturn I was laid off today. As you can imagine it is horrible timing right after Christmas and all. According to my company it is a temporary lay off for 3 months. I get that and all, but am not sure exactly how I am supposed to afford to live for three months.....blech........
It is New Years eve and I am trying very hard to fight off the fears and insecurities that are creeping into my head. While I do believe that God always has a plan for us, and I do have faith that I will land on my feet and that in the end everything will be ok, I am a bit scared right now. This year has been financially devastating to me and with the $4000 in lawyers fees that I just emptied my savings account to cover, I am not exactly sure what I will do.
I am going to forget about this tonight and spend the New Years with Tawny bear and try not to worry. Tomorrow I can begin to put together a plan and figure out exactly what needs to be done. In the meantime, those of you that believe in it, please add me and my kids to those prayers at night.
