I'm feeling little weird today... NYE I guess... having some friends and neighbors over tonight at my house ... should be nice to spend a few hours with friends....
I am having my first DB coach session Friday with Jodi at 5pm... I figured I'd give this one last shot as I H talked about filing in January.. also I think filing and him getting into the D role might help things for him....
still can't believe this is really all happening somedays ... I pray to God to help me stop hoping and start detaching if that is what is meant to be. I need and want to be OK with Divorcing him and I want to want it but I'm not anywhere near that yet....
Happy New Year all
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
