I just had a talk with my girls.

Sounds like they really don't want to do much of anything, so we decided that we'll go into town, grab some party favors, some sparkling grape juice for them(I have champagne left from last year), and we are going to do our own thing here at home. If anyone wants to come over, then they are welcome to join us. Well roast some marshmallows, and I'll look to see if I have any left over sparklers from last year.

I'm gonna cut some firewood and start the fire pit tonight. No fireworks tonight, which sucks, because there is a ban on them. Can't even be sold out of limits, where I live. We usual spend about $150 on fireworks. The BIG ones, but not this year. Since we live out of city limits, everyone would love coming over our house and doing it up. Our house was always the place to be on New Years.

Not this year. Not with our crap going on.

I told the girls that they are the ones I would much rather be with, anyway. We'll have our own fun, together. Our little family that is left. I wish S14 could join us, but he'll be with his dad.

Haven't heard from the wife, but if she calls, she'll be welcomed, if she is so inclined.

We'll see. Things are so different. 2009 HAS to be better.

I know the wife still hasn't paid her TW bill, so she still has no access to her Yahoo, which means she still hasn't seen my email that I sent her last Saturday.

Last edited by hopeful4her; 12/31/08 07:35 PM.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."