And another thing!

as I don't post much please forgive me while I hijack your thread!

This time last year I went to Eygpt diving, was in an open air nightclub in a vip lounge having a ball. I went because I wanted to escape. I won't lie I had a good time but at midnight UK time, I looked to the sky said a small prayer for our lost child, my children and wife.

This year, I've just lost my business, on the verge of losing my house and will end up in a room not able to have my children stay
with me for a while after having them for 3 nights a week.

Two weeks before christmas I found out my wife has had a boyfriend for the last year (we had already decided the children would spend Christmas with me and she'd come over)

Bottom line is, does all this cr@p sink you, or do you get up and fight again.

An old chinese proverb get knocked down 7 times, get up 8.

I'm not being a marty and there is no glory in a hard life. I was the most un godly person, churches were for marriage, deaths and baptism's such a hypocrit but now how can you go throught this mess without your family. friends and most importantly God?

Take care
Charlie


Me 39
W 39
D8
S5
Married 13yrs
Together 20years
EA June 06
Ilyninlwy Jan 07
Seperated Jan 07