I've been away to stay with mate Weds - Friday, was awesome just for change of scenery. He is a pro poker player so played some online Weds night, had a fry up Thursday lunchtime then more poker followed by a night on the tiles. I ended up $350 and he down $200 so not sure who the pro is...lol. Night out was a right laugh but I was smashed. Had to stay later than expected on Friday as felt probably over the limit and lots of police about at the moment.
Had a quiet night Friday, then boys all day Saturday which was great, before a party Sat night then clubbing. STBX was in there and strange.......I was looking right through her really as didn't see her and she says 'hello, you not talking to me then ?. I said 'sorry, didn't even see you, give her a kiss on the cheek and said have a good night'. Was told she left soon after. Was great, really didn't feel anything and really didn't know how it would happen when we eventually bumped into each other. Not sure why she went, if me or because lots of my friends and some of her old friends in there. Not sure if she saw MOT35 of if I had been speaking to her at that point. Anyway, as mentioned, was then with MOT35 most of the evening and got taxi home together. Good night.
Really doing well lately, really enjoying life at the moment and right into xmas. Got my boys xmas day pm and til lunchtime boxing day, then also the Saturday..wooooot...happy days.
Will try and catch up, but nightmare when you get behind
happy xmas to all if i dont visit you direct and may your 09 be the best ever
oh, just remembered I'd not told you guys. Got a letter in the post yesterday, the mediation service we were using has gone busto.....WTF....Not sure what we do now but then not heard from my solicitor so will worry about it in the new year.
awesome xmas day for me. morning went up to do pressies and was greaat. STBX tried to start a little, she just can't help herself and i then left after about 90 mins. Did some bits that needed doing then family were round about 12.30 before i picked boys up from in laws at 2.30. went in there for 10 mins and was all fine with them, bit of a giggle and then was getting lectured on how to be a dad before leaving at which point I jokingly said 'right boys, time to go, i'm getting earache !!!'. Think in laws got me....lol. So back to mums for dinner then boys played loads with their cousins. we watched a movie with whole family and they stayed with me. S6 said when putting him to bed 'it's been the best xmas ever dad !!!' and gave me a big kiss. My heart melted bless him.
Took them back at lunchtime today and TBH, not had anything to do so got a bit down and lonely. I'm very bad for cabin fever and as a little ill still, didn't fancy a run.
i'm not sure if it's just the time of year or what but i'm not stopping by as much so losing track of where people are. ~As mentioned previously, if you want my insight, just shout and i'll be over ASAP, when i notice. The thing is, I mentionedthis oreviously, but I feel a bit out of place still posting on here. This place was a life saver for me, don't get me wrong, but now I'm past that. I'm so happy right now it's unreal...I'm broke, no idea where i'm really going next and you know what...I don't care...I'm so happy with my freedom, my time with my boys, seeing my friends i'd left a long time ago, meeting new people, seeing what my world has to offer and re finding the old me that I didn't realise i'd lost for so long....life is good right now...
happy new year to one and all, 09 will be the best ever....don't u forget it. Not sure how much longer i'll be around with how things are, maybe a weekly update, i'm really not sure so please ping me something if you want my input or some contact in the other place...love u all
my boys are ace.....fact....Jt had them all afternoon, went to an indoor play place and they just getbetter all the time. S6 was looking after S2 at times s I could sit and chat with friends (which was MOT35 FWIW...a kind of secret meeting and her friend). Was having great time chasing, climbing and play fighting with my boys and then got complimentd on what a great dad I am after and not only that....MOT35 friend thought I looked 28....wooot.... Couldn't think of a better day to have as my last for 08....
Out fora few beers with friends now...roll on tomoz, the start of the new for me
Happy new year all (again)...I'm o a bit of a life high right now if it didn't notice
