PS--no, I haven't lost my faith. What I have lost is any sense of community in my life. And I am one of those people who make poor hermits--I need community to feel whole. I know we feel God's love through other people, and when we are isolated it's harder to feel that.
M60 H52 D20 M14 yrs OW-old gf from 1986 bomb-5/18/08 H filed for D-9/10/08 D final 4/24/09 xH remarried (not OW) 2012