Well, it has been forever since I have posted. Hi all. and best New Year wishes.
Alot has happened theses past few months. Since August H was becoming friendlier. No mean stuff. H is still with OW though.
In September, we becamwe closer. H showed up at my house in the middle of the night, and we slept together. First time in almost 3 yrs.
OW went away to my inlaws to go to college. Whatever.
In October H went away for 3 weeks. When he came back he was till friendly and still close.
We continued this friendship throughout November. He called and wished me a Happy Thanksgiving. Again, first time im years.
We slept together again two weeks ago.
He came over Christmas Eve and invited us for dinner. I cooked so he came over .. We had a good time. He came over early Christmas morning. Spent here until 1 and then took D8 to visit the inlaws and OW. He kissed me goodbye, as if we were normal.
Well, when he dropped D8 off he was grouchy. I did get upset finding out he slept in the same room as OW with D8 there. It was assumed he was sleeping the couch. Out of respect for D8. Well, I opened my mouth and told him how I felt about it. It wasn't right. I wouldn't do that to him. I didn't want D8 to think that was ok. His parents NEVER let any child sleep in the same room as their boyfriend. So it didn't end well.
H was supposed to watch D8 tonite, but wanted to switch it to yesterday. I couldn't. He said oh well, he will see her Thursday.
Now, he is acting as he was months ago. I can't deal with that agian. I told him that he was acting spiteful and childish. I was just so angry.
Now we are not speaking and he is off in his world. So what to do know??? 2009 will be better.ch an idiot, really.
