right now I'm the only one allowed to be negative and wallow...and since I'm the only one allowed and you were sort acting like you wanted to I thought I might just take the opportunity to smack you back into reality abit..
I've got bangdages and alcohol if you need the drinking kind
I just got done reading through your last couple of days. Sorry for taking some of your steam.
As for normal I have to agree with Racefan it all depends on your perspective and who really wants to be normal. Normal is boring, it being like everyone else. Your too good for that, were all to good for that for what we have been through and what we have learned and became.
As for the drink, I could use one about now. between all the working I have been doing and the mental masterbation I need something to feel numb for a while, take the edge off so to speak.
Have a Happy New Year, and here's to a better '09 for all of us.
the drinking kind 
