Thought I'd post just how much at peace I am at with this decision to DB again. I have said throughout this situation that I wanted to know I had done everything possible, no regrets. I realized that if I didn't give it once last go I would have regrets, regrets because if she was probing ever so slightly that I turned my back on her. Doing that is contrary to my core beliefs and what I expect of myself.
Now looking forward to this evening with my girls and friends at our vacation house!
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
