This is sounds awesome, DIG DEEP my friend. This has to be very tough for you as far as what to do on New Years. It would be nice to spend it with her, but I have would have to agree with snodderly. I can imagine being in your shoes right now and I know it may not be what you want to hear. I would stick with your plans.
In the end the decision is yours, but if you were to cancel now and rush back, how would that look? You are in a good position right now, and this is going to put your patience to the test. I'm praying for you man. Find a quiet place and talk with the big man. Ask him for help and guidance.
