The XMAS holiday was so normal. H came with me to the parents' house and everything seemed so peaceful and "normal" (absent any affection of course). H left to go home 2 days ago, gave me a peck on the cheek and said he was sure he would be talking to me. No contact so far.
I've been having a great time here at my parents' house. The lack of stress of not having him around (no eggshells) has been really nice and I've had fun. But I miss him and I've been wondering what he's up to. I'm torn between the new me which says, "it doesn't matter what he's up to...don't think about it" and the old me which says, "I wonder if he's been hanging out with her?". Let's hope the new me wins out. The kids have called him and talked to him about random things.
We'll be going home on New Years Day. I wonder if he will be doing anything New Years Eve. I sure would like to come up with some plans for tomorrow night to get dressed up and go out.
Married - 19 years Noticed Problem - Aug 2008 THE Conversation - Oct 2008
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
