Sometimes I wish my H would be mad or upset now. Does that make since if he was mean or hateful, sometimes I think it would be easier to tell him to stop coming by. I know I am lucky in that regards, but I sometimes think that makes it harder too.
I didn't start the night out the best either, I had asked him for the past 3 days to bring home some bacon...I know cliche but he works at a bacon plant. LOL! He has forgotten every night, I was going to make little smokies wrapped in bacon with brown sugar to use up my last package, and take them to him for the guys at his work to eat. Well he forgot again today, going through my head was...If you needed this for OW you would have not forgotten. I did contain myself enough to not say that, but he knew I was pissed, and said if you want it so bad I can go buy some at the store. I said I am not mad, it was something for you. Yeah I was a bit pissed, but not because of the bacon I guess.
I am glad that when you are at work you do find peace, that must be a wonderful feeling. I love having time off this week, but I also have too much time to think. Today I just wasn't myself even with my friend Tiff. I just felt "off". One of those days I guess, I think one of those times of year!
