Hope your spirits are on the way up my dear Sis. I forgot that I was older than you buy a half decade. I hope you are feeling young ..at heart and in as many other ways as makes you feel good.
Remember to let Jesus be carrying the heavy stuff and keep talking to Him as often as you can. When we are fully and completely with Him, all this stuff is small potatoes. When we foolishly veer away from Him the potatoes begin to take on the size of boulders that can crush real easily.
