Separated for 2 months... ice is thawing a little

[Choosing_Life]

Need a break from all this... backslid this afternoon and sent a text to wife inviting her to have coffee again tonight, which is OBVIOUSLY way too soon and too much, and I knew it when I sent it, and I sent it anyway... we talked, she reminded me that "this is not a dating situation," which it isn't, and now I am just back to realizing that I need to meet my own needs, set my own boundaries, find my own limits.

I feel overwhelmed by my conflicting emotions about all this. Blech...