And this weekend and still yesterday I noticed I was just eating all kinds of things knowing I wasn't hungry but feeling I just needed something. Haven't felt like that in a long time!
I wonder about your stress at CJ spending so much time on school work? You do seem to be pretty concerned about it. Could there be some internal stress associated that you really aren't even aware of feeling? But you were gaining weight before he started school weren't you and back then he was cooking a lot wasn't he? Are you still gaining? Maybe this is just weight from when he was doing all that great cooking!!!
What about stress from classes getting ready to start again?
OK, I will stop playing twenty questions with you and let you think on it!
I know all weekend I didn't know why stressed and dreaming and stuff till the court date hit me and his no contact. Think that is what is going on for me right now.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
