I posted on my newcomers thread too, but I need to ask here as well. I don't know what to do. I just don't know if I can sit in my own home and tolerate what H is doing. I want to stay married and honor my vows, but he has broken every moral I hold dear. How am I supposed to respect myself if I allow this to happen under my own roof while I live here. He took my son with him on one of their "friend dates". How do I protect him from that exposure?
I can't deal with this!! I am hurting so bad right now and I just want to make him hurt too. He thinks nobody knows, but his parents, my parents, everyone already suspects. I can't help him, but I need to take care of myself and I told know if I can respect myself if I continue to support this by not doing something.
