Baby, you don't deserve this. Date you both? Dear Lord! She has his balls and his brains. I don't know about you, but I sure wouldn't want a "ball-less wonder."
Get off their roller coaster right now! For your health, that is an order!
I will be here for you no matter what you decide. I am glad that you are talking to your Pastor today, I will keep you in my prayers too.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.