Making my own good karma!!

[Silent Chrleader]

The more I think about it, I actually am feeling more compfortable with where H and I are at this very moment. I don't regret the talk we had. I feel like we have reached a place where we truly care for each other and are committed to working together to do the best we can for our common financial interests.

However, I would not be happy with the man my H has decided to be for now, and I have told him so. I feel very comfortable in the knowledge that I have done my very best for my marriage, and am still open to doing more, but I can't make him be in the same place I am. He will face the consequences of his choices both good and bad, and if we are meant to be together, it will all happen in it's due course.

For now, I am taking care of me, and committed to trying to spend 2009 finding out just who I am and what makes me happy. I will be true to myself, and keep a light in the window for my H to find his way home if he chooses. In the meantime, I'm going to live for me.