You are doing so well..... and I love the present idea too... I did the same and got my H one and he only got me some from the girls.... I think an after thought actually.
I can't wait until I wake up and don't think about my H... I do have many days when I'm busy and happy that I'm not thinking about him all the time so it is getting better...
keep hanging in there
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08