Definitely check out what he left there. When will it end? When he comes home, has a job and has more faith in himself and the man upstairs.
At least he was reliable and took both you and your son to and from work today.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
