I have.

I now have a good job, and am becoming more financially sound with every paycheck. Of course, it does not hurt that tax season is right around the corner ;\)

I will be moving into my own house (won't buy in this market, but renting is a sure thing). That search begins next month, and I suspect will take up a lot of my time. I am hoping I will have enough left over to purchase a new living room set.

I am supposed to quit smoking, but I am vascillating on that one....

Other than that, honestly, I am just enjoying my life. And for the most part, I have really good days. Even today, all things considering, is a good day. I think it just hit me that I am really sick to death of my life revolving around H, and feeling like I need to kiss his butt.

He should be kissing mine.

But I don't expect that either, I just vow that I am going to continue to move forward. No D filing, if he wants that he will have to do it.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..