It's Complicated! Part 2

[glamgirl]

I spoke to ex h again today. He called to speak with s20. We chatted for a few. He told me that he had a hole in his heart because he wasn't able to resolve past differences with me.

He said now that hole has been filled. This was his best Christmas ever. He told me how his choices hurt those he loved the most and how he has so many regrets and guilt that he has carried in his life.

He said that he is so proud of me that I raised s20 to be a good son. He spoke of how he was homeless for 3 years. That about broke my heart, but it was his choice. He said that his brother bought him a bus ticket 10 yrs ago and he has been clean and sober since.

I am happy for my ex h, that he has finally made his life better. He said it was nothing that I did, but that he had many issues and didn't know how to deal with them.

All in all it was a good convo. His soul is finally at peace. This has been an amazing journey for me. I have learned so much.