thank you so much for sharing your personal journal with us. What a horrible feeling that sadly many of us can truly empathize with....I don't have a journal to revisit the night I was told of h's bad intentions...but I do recall looking in on my sleeping babies and then proceeding to lay in my own bed in the fetal position sobbing like a baby myself...all the while h trying to comfort me (a pathetic display)
a year has past and look how far you and cj have come....let's put away those bad memories and look forward to better days.
