You're right, there are thngs I do now tha tI am not feeling guilty aboutor wait for approval on. they are small, but important to me. No I agree with FH, I do. My relationship with my kids and grandssons has improved. It is better and we have a good time when we are together. They are all looking forward to my camp this summer, of which they wanted no part of. i AM STILL TRYING TO SELL IT. bUT i LIKEHEARING THEIR EXCITEMENT. THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA THERE BECAUSE mil IS GONE AND w IS GONE. sO NO DRINKING , FLIRTING , PISSING ME OFF. aND i DON'T DRINK SO THAT CALSM IT EVEN FURTHER.