Mishka how right you are. I am doing well generally. I am finding that shutting the ringer off on the phone, and actually walking away from it has helped me to detach in a lot of ways. I don't constantly worry so much about H now, although there are times when I obviously still do. My life has taken a generally good direction. I am pleased with the way things are going.
But I gotta tell ya, part of me is ready to chuck this whole thing. I am so frustrated. And it is getting old. I know I am not ready to let go yet, but at the same time, I am really ready to move on.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
