your reaction to the recent events (whatever they were) tells me you had serious feelings for this lady.
no not serious feelings..I think I've said all along thing were comfortable because we have known each other a awhile..
the alone thing..well there are times when I want to be alone and times when I don't want to be alone. I'm perfectly fine alone..I've always sort of had my time, our time no matter who I was with..I'm perfectly fine alone..I'm good alone..as good as I am when I am with someone..and I sure don't need anyone to take care of me..I cook, clean..take care of myself..I'd make some one a good wife.
I was going gangbusters in the ladies dept but none have been serious..because I'm unwilling to get serious..that's right..you heard it here..I don't want serious..I want to go out have a good time..get a good meal..enjoy some adult conversation..see a movie..watch a ballgame..sometimes in the company of a beautiful woman..sometimes not..
and I don't know about lulls..CSR38 still emails..cafegirl34 emails occasionally..lunch with golfcoursegirl yesterday..MHS38 is texting as I type this..
instincts...the little voice..little bastard may have fooled me this time..we will see I suppose.
