Couple of things jump at me here...please correct me if i am wrong. Uno, your reaction to the recent events (whatever they were) tells me you had serious feelings for this lady. Your subsequent thoughts give me the sense that you are uncortable being alone. Maybe it is not normal to jump into relationships too quickly or look to fill the void too quickly. Just rambling here but it always seemed to me that you were going gangbusters in the lady dept. and you have seemed to hit a little lul. Maybe the place to try to get to is one where we are comfortable with being on our own / alone / unattached but at the same time looking but not searching per se. Probably does not make much sense. Anyhow buddy, I hope you feel better soon and not just because a new lady caught your eye. Of course if that were the case all the better!!! What I have learned from my recent past is to trust my instincts...give them the benefit of the doubt but trust your instincts.
