I am so sorry Sue. I find sometimes you aren't ready to even read the message until you are. You can read the words but they won't sink in (or make much sense) until you are ready. Same in this situation, you didn't want to see this as a possible situation so you didn't until you were ready to deal with the information.
You know what you need to do. Bless you and your angel.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory