I know it's frickin sad Ian..believe me I'm well aware of what that post is..If I had another place to take that post and attempt to let that chitt go then i would have gladly taken it and placed it there.

I actaully typed the SOB, lost it, typed it again, read it and it sucked every time.

Quote:
Problem is that your vision of normal may be skewed


problem is..I may really not know what normal is and am stuggling knowing what it is..I know what my moral convictions, upbringing and beliefs make me think that normal is...but looking around me I see very little if any of that..

it's not about the holiday Ian..not at all..beleive me when I say that..if it was about the holiday you should dame sure know that I would say that..

you know how I am and you know how I post..

and I figured you'd come and you'd bring hell with you..and you know me..I can take it and welcome it and appreciate it and thank you for it..

If memphis was closer I'd be there..

it is what it is... every bit of it..

and Donna..not all of it is here..It's a scattered mess across Facebook...and here..it a mixture of quotes and ramblings and chitt...it's parts and pieces and chitt..

and Ian's right it's sad..

like I said earlier..it's hard maintaining incredible