Thanks Snodderly and Ian i guess I can't look at the little things like pictures etc. I was just wondering.
After a pretty good christmas here is the 2 steps back. My W just left to go to her "friends" condo at a ski resort for two days. I didn't ask but I am assuming he will be there. She told me casually that she was going and I didn't give her a reaction I just acted as if it was nothing, even though I wanted to throw up. We are still getting along pretty good and she is bieng very friendly.
Over the past couple of weeks her mom has told me that my W was breaking things off and that they were just friends. My W still insists that they aren't doing anything and that they are just friends. I know that I shouldn't spend any energy on him but is is hard to know that she is there, especially when we had a good christmas. I would love to believe her but I can't.
Anyway I won't see her all week as I will be visiting my brother and seeing some old high school friends. I am really looking forward to it. We shall see if she misses me at all. Her realestate agent should be back soon and I will see if she starts looking for homes again.
I am a bit worried about her because she has already racked up a 5000.00$ visa bill and doesn't seem to care. It could affect her getting a mortgage. I guess the emotional spending is part of the MLC.
Anyway I plan to have an awesome New Years and will plan for the future. I will still be positive and GAL, I will still be kind and love from afar.
It is weird for a bit there she was crying and openly questioning, but now she seems to have done the flip flop and is masking her feelings again I guess this is the rollercoaster and she has been pretty busy so she hasn't had time to dwell on it.
That's all for now , Cheers
Jeff
ME 44 W 32 M 5 T 6
no kids
June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me
