I agree - I'm starting to hate texts. Stupid 160 character limit! It is so choppy, and you mix up, and you don't get inflection on voices, etc.
I would agree - I would stop the texting, unless it is positive and contributing to moving YOU forward in a positive direction. Not helping him, not talking about R.
You need sleep, relaxation, etc. Last time I went through this a year ago, I lost 26 pounds, and it wasn't healthy. I had noodle arms.
We are here for you, get on here and write books if you need to. Curse and yell, and scream, but stay strong!
Don't feel like a fool - the fool is the person that breaks up their family, deserts their wife, etc!