I agree with nw..you should STOP the text messaging now, if you haven't already..give yourself a minute to breathe..without a lot of sleep on top of it..it doesn't bode well for a good turn out for you!
I KNOW exactly where you are..at least in my sitch..the anger and the trust that is just GONE right now..it totally sucks, but I can't let it eat me alive with it..
YOU are wonderful, you deserve all of the amazing things you think you deserve and MORE!
Hugs to you
Tawnya
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