Thanks Guys! I had a wonderful Christmas! My kids said this was the best Christmas ever, which made me feel good. Of course they got what they both wanted for Christmas, so that made me happy.

I was even surprised by their dad, he gave me a couple of things I really needed. He and his parents even invited me to their house to watch my kids open their gifts there. His parents and sister had even gotten me a gift which I was NOT expecting. So, things went well. My H has told me right much over the last few days how he misses me and the kids. He said he is glad that at least we can spend the holidays together and not fight and admit that we are missing each other. That was nice. Im glad he misses me. But Im afraid its just because of the holidays. We will see how far it goes. Im trying to stay somewhat detached still. He still does and says things that confuse me.

I hope you all have a Happy New Year!!!!

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10