Empty feeling inside right now. She went to see my friend play and picked up another friend on the way down. D17 asked why I didn't go, told her he would be there and I didn't need to see it. She said she is going with Kevin (friend of ours). told her, he'll be there...Just kinda of felt that mayb, I don't know something....D17 asked why I don't go on dates. Asked her when am I suppose to meet someone. Don't want to, I guess....Don't kow, feel the negative vibes riding me, the other one is hard at work right now. she must've got money from somewhere to go out afford the gas and whatever....I put a note with her bank account overdrawn statement and her new insurance card that I need the car ins money by Friday. Feel real crappy right now...dinner was good, D21 and her BF didn't make it, big surprise. I just don't know, staying strong, focus is a little blurry right now....I just feel so tired...
