Wish I could help more than to just offer my positive thoughts and wishes to you. Please know that you have them.
I'm working with my C to break out of the shell I've been in to get back to being the person I was 20 years ago who was up for anything. I'm exploring Buddhism and the underlying philosophy has really taught me a lot as for as how to deal with my life situation right now. FYI, there is a great center in Indianapolis called the Dromtonpa Center and they have weekly meditation clinics all over the city on different nights. I've attended a couple and they are very calming.
But perhaps, my point is to get involved in something that you wouldn't normally...its scary, but exciting at the same time.
Oh, and your hubby is a complete butthead. There is nothing worse than preaching a different life than you're leading IMO.
Married - 19 years Noticed Problem - Aug 2008 THE Conversation - Oct 2008
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
