What a nice Christmas we had! It was much better than the Limbo Christmas of '07. We are at peace with each other and that's says volumes. I still miss him, but its a detached feeling and doesn't sting too much.
It was fabulous watching Christmas unfold through the girls' eyes. Magical!
xH worked a ton and missed out seeing the girls open gifts. I saved a few for him when he stops by tonight. He has been odd this week, being flippant with me, then when I give him space, he seeks me out. I am sure he is dealing with his stuff, as I am dealing with mine. He calls almost every night after the girls go to bed (it started last week, when D4 had a bad cold, he never used to call) to check on them. This is soooo odd. We end up talking for quite awhile. I feel like he is letting down his guard with me, and that's good. Good in the sense that we can keep up with the girls, nothing else.
Former OW's H called on Christmas eve, left a VM for me saying he was hoping my holidays were good and that he was thinking about me, to call if I wanted. That was very nice of him.
