an2m,

please do not think you have failed me. You have all been life savers for me, each and every one of you. I am just a stubborn mid-old woman that has to do things MY way. I am learning...just slower than most.

and your right, I do have to always get the last word in. Not because I need to be right but because I hate it when someone is mad at me, or thinks bad of me. So I defend defend defend myself. or like you said I am so damb sure that I can fix it. WRONG!

honestly I have never read anywhere where someones WAS went back into replay so completely to the beginning after moving so far away from it. really has thrown me for a loop.

as far as H drinking it is gaining control again but still not like it was 20 months ago. and I really don't know whether OW is back or not. I know that he went there 2 weeks ago but no idea what has went on since then. I just feel that she is back again because of his attitude and actions.


M41
H42
D17
Adopted N14
M22 T24
"Bomb" 4/07
Sep 8/07
Admitted OW 11/07(only to me)
OW back 12/4/07
PA on off thru 7/08
says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08
D final 7/09
Moving on and up!!