Carlos This is NOT an easy decision for anyone. Please don't beat yourself up for this. I see some doubts in you about this. No one is asking you to decide within the next few weeks even months. I would not put any time frame on this because you just don't know how you will feel in the future. When you are ready to move on, you will know for sure.
Please don't take this as 2x4. This is just my feeling toward my sitch. One thing I keep reminding myself. No matter what the outcome my sitch will be, I will have no regrets.
Focus on your career now will be helpful. Try not to think about your R/M too much for next few days and see.
Good luck, Shifu.
NW626
Me:33 STBXW:38 S:3 It's not whether you win or lose, it's how you fight the fight....!!