(((((((((Hmama)))))) if people are supportive of H while he's commiting adultery, they have their values screwed up.
If you have a pity party, I'd come to it & I'd bring kleenex.
I wish I could do more. I care about you. You're such a special & valuable person.
Keep journaling, I think it does help.
Hugs
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.