OK, if you haven't already do not give her the gift. If you did, then learn from that mistake and never do it again!!! You are doing too much pursuing which is making her run away from you. But you know that right?
We've all had horrible days, but I think some of us here have learned from our mistakes and try to do better. In fact I like to think of my mistakes as learning experiences, and I've had a lot of those in my life!!! Do not talk anymore about your R. And what do you mean by going on a mission??? Karen
