I AM SO FREAKIN ANGRY RIGHT NOW. I WANT TO KILL HIM. I AM PISSED. I AM SO PISSED. I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FOOL. I wanted to believe him so bad. He knew that. I wanted to believe him when he said there was no one else in his life. I knew in time there would be. But I hope he rots in hell.
I swear he is just a coward and a liar and I won't play nice anymore. All he had to do was tell me what was going on. He just had to say yes he was still seeing her and that was that.
I can't even begin to describe the pain right now.
