Thanks for the advice, I have been working night shift for the past five nights and it messes me up a bit. Yes Ian I have been over thinking this way too much!
There has been alot of positive stuff I could not have imagined skiing or exchanging stockings two months ago!
She has Some friends coming from England for a couple of days so the house will be busy. She is planning on taking them to a house party for new years. I guess I have been feeling sorry for myself because we are not spending New Years Eve together (get over it). She had asked me what I was doing for New Years, I didn't know at the time but I think I may go out of town to my brothers, he is hosting a murder mystery night. Sounds like fun.
I guess you guys are right going dark may not be the answer, but I must keep on GALing and maybe back off a bit allowing her to lead with the contact. I guess I was subconsciously hoping she would invite me along to the new years eve party. I know it was unrealistic but it is hard, when you get some positive contact to find the balance and back off.
We have had alot of good contact so it may be good to go out of town for a couple of days, it may give her a chance to miss me a bit. We have seen each other almost everyday for the past week. There will always be next year. When I go away I will still be available via c-phone.
Trapt you and Glamgirl are right I have to not let her comments bug me I guess it was to be expected because of the fun we have had together.
Snoderly, Thanks I will treat her as a room mate, I guess I let my emotions get in the way a bit.
Craig I will be patient and I can't find your sitch I click on the link and it says not found. Where can I find you're thread?
Cheers Guys I feel better Thanks for the prayers I keep all of you in my prayers as well!!
Jeff
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June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me
