I had a nice holiday too. A nice 3 hour drive to see my parents, did some thinking so it was good.
Before I left I dropped a gift off at my H's house. I don't know if he was home, didn't want to know & left it by his door. It felt good just to leave it as a surprise. Should I have done it ...... don't know .... but I did. Probably, the only gift he got - so I felt good. Something I would have done in the past even being just friends.
Now, I will leave him a lone & wait to see if he contacts me.
Me39, XH45 Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats Divorced 6/4/09 Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)