Thanks for the post. I don't try to put too much into analyzing her, hurts too much. No, I did what I did to help her because it ws the right thing to do. Now I will be dark again. I have no reason to talk to her other than car ins money and that's it. Her mother is coming up at the end of the month and I am sure I will see her then. Other than that, my Grandson's birthday in May will be the next time I will "have" to be around her. It alwwys takes me a couple of days after being around her to get back. I doubt very much anyone is saying anything to her about me helping her out. I don't even think she is really putting much into it. Tough time sleeping last night. asked for this to end, hard....No sleep, tossed and turned all night. I will keep my road paved and clear. He has told me it will end, when it ends and I will be ready. that's all I know, I will be ready. All you hear about these affairs is that they last about 6 months....Is that really true? does anyone really calculate this stuff. I am emotionally hurt right now. Having very passionate thoughts about her, very, very...
Have not even contemplated it and two weeks ago I did and again last night and today. Home alone last night, D17 stayed over her house. took down all the Xmas stuff and put it away, rearranging furniture today and cleaning. Keeping busy and trying not to think too much about her. I know I wasn't being treated like a doormat thje other day helpingher, but in my mind I am...
