Hi guys, Ian, thanks for taking the time to stop by. I hear what you are saying. I am currently trying to figure out which of those things you listed are valid in my case and which arent. One thing is for sure: my energy and strength to fight is gone. I have been hoping he could he give me some of his excitement and strength,(since he wants me "so much"), but it isnt happening.
It is very difficult to say "it's over". It is still too difficult to say I want it to end. I am still thinking firstly as a mom and then as a woman. Plus I get this feeling we havent yet done all we could. And its the first time since this whole thing started we both (almost) want the same thing at the same time.
Piecing shouldnt be suffering and hurt. I agree. I am not ready to give up yet. xxx K
PS I am packing and we are leaving tomorrow. Maybe when we are back, things will be a bit clearer.
