Well, my h seems emotionally further away from me. I think he stayed for the holidays and is now getting ready to leave or not - I dont even know.
I need to figure stuff out for me. I am at a crossroads and I dont know which direction to take.
I have to find a full time job. I have been a teaching assistant for 12 years. It is part time and cannot be full time and has no benefits.
I do not have a college degree, though I have some college credits. Going back to school is an option, but it is an expensive and lengthy one and would take me years to get a degree. And I dont even know what I want to be. I thought about teaching, but I do not think it is what I want.
So, I am working on a resume. I am looking into some computer classes. I need to figure out what I want to be when I grow up.
