Things went well at christmas dinner, everyone was happy to see me and I had a great time! I didn't focus on my W but I thanked her because she helped me pick out a gift for her mother and she loved it. I had some laughs and was confident. The meal was good and I enjoyed everones company.
That morning my W and I did the stocking thing which went well. She said she loved her gifts and was waiting for me in the morning when I came home from midnight shift (thats when we did the exchange).
I had to go back to work that night we exchanged texts thanking each other for a great christmas.
Still she threw out statements re: separation.
More to follow
Jeff
ME 44 W 32 M 5 T 6
no kids
June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me