It's Complicated! Part 2

[glamgirl]

Well h came over today. He took my sis to the airport. D4 and I rode along. I was quiet. H said to sis Glam is mad at me. It wasn't that I was mad, I really didn't have much to say. What is there to say. H you missed Christmas and this is what we did.

He said he drove and drove and drove and then drove some more. Just thinking and contemplating his life. He said he is still so angry that he can't even talk to me about it yet. He said if he talked to me he would be so upset that he wouldn't be able to talk to me for weeks. I just said h you will need to forgive.

He said it isn't a matter of forgiving but forgetting. I also said h if you decide you don't want to be with me, it's ok. Me and the kids will be fine. I said I want to be with you h, but can't force you to be in our lives.

He said it's up to you if you have the patience to wait for me. I didn't respond. I am in a different place in my life right now. I know all will be fine with or without h.

Maybe with talking to ex, my perspective has shifted.

H took me and D4 to dinner. Great Thai Food! He held my hand the whole time at dinner and sat right next to me. We had a nice time.

When we got back home, h cuddled on the coach with me. We laughed and laughed. I said h what would you do with your life if you didn't have me in it? There would be NO drama and your life would be boring. He just laughed and said see you tomorrow. Well I guess he will be here on Saturday.