marriedCrazy, You are right - but it still is an element where she holds control over me, and I hate it that she can still control my emotions with that. And, that I have to find out an ugly truth to be able to file for divorce, and finally, not 3 months ago she dismissed our divorce and told kids we were going to "see what happens."
I guess I'm a little scared to know for SURE that it is PA - as well, but would rather just get the punch in the gut, and get it over with, you know?
